Hello there,

It sounds to me like you are both attracted to women and potentially identify as a woman as well - an alternative possibility could be that you identify with another gender entirely but enjoy presenting femininely (as well as being attracted to women). A lot of information about trans women and those on the trans* feminine spectrum implies that being straight / androphilic / attracted to men is the norm when it is really possible to have as many different orientations as anyone else can.

Even if these are not the ways you identify, keywords like “lesbian mtf” and “lesbian trans women” might help you find information about those with similar identities. I strongly recommend checking out Kate Bornstein’s work, particularly My Gender Workbook as a fun way to learn and explore about gender for yourself as well.

~Marilyn